losing

its lonely now. nothing else to say. to do. to think. and to remember. to missed the time that the phones rings every single minute of time. to read a message that's been send to me from him. to be smiling cheerfully reading those messages. to be remembered the number and to seen the photos. hearing the ringtones that makes me melt because of him. the time that we shared laughter. joy. sadnees. love together fades away. can't even explain how this feelings felt. it has been 3 days. the only thing that we do and know was fighting. i don't want this to happend. i do understand how he feel and what's going on. but i can't make myself confortable with the situation yet. im losing him. i can feel that he's been far away from me. belive me that i can't live even a second without him. i can't do things right. the days pass by. only left 2 days. and we're still fighting. i can't stand this. we shouldn't fight. because i've missed you so much. im sorry. and you know why. im sorry