Write a story that begins with 'If I were given a wish..'
If I were given a wish, I wish that he would be by my side and stays with me forever. If I really do have this wish, I will never make a mistakes like i did before. I remember crystal clear every moment when we first met. It sure shocked me that I get to know him closer. The moment he asked me for his hand, I have gave him my heart and soul.
14th February 2009, that was the date that I would always remember and cherish in my heart forever. All the moment that we spent, all of the memoies that we beared inside our minds really had my mind wondered, what if we will never ment for each other? what if this all was just the moment that will only be for just (seketika)? Will this feelings last forever? I would want to have this feelings forever, been bared in my heart. For a moment I tried to not think about it, for a moment I tried forget about it.
It did not last longer after a tons of argueing happend between us. I thought of myself, what if I did not even met you? What if you never knew me and I never knew you? This heartbroken would never happened. But I thought it again and again. If i never knew him, I would be that most (rugi) person in the world to not know him as close as I did. Because at that state, I am the luckiest person that have been in his heart. Then I think of myself, 'what will happend to me if he leaves me?', the thoughts that keeps me going day by day. Until one that I really lost it completely.
I did not even know what has got into me that I completely broke his heart. I have make him to leave me and just walk away just because of my mistakes. At that moment, I can't even think what to do, what to say. The only thing that came to y head is that 'I'm Sorry'. But it did not really work out because he has been broken-hearted for too long because of me. I can't forget that day, 19th June. i really can't accept the fact that it is just because of my mistake that he left me for good but i guess that is just the way the sory goes.
Time past by us. Each and every moment felt empty inside me. But it is good that we are still friends though. Every time when I looked at him, my heart just keeps broken. He would always smile, laught and act like nothing has been going on between us but in his eyes, his sorrow shows. Yes it shows. I can't even forget tomorrow when I think of all my sorrow, when I had him but then I let him go. Now it is only fare that I should let him know that I can't live if living is without him. Day by day i have been thinking and I realize that thiis was ment to be, this is our fate. We weren't ment for each other. That thoughts really bugs me alot but what can I do? Things will never change to it's place.
I tried to live without him, I really did try to erase him from my thoughts and heart. But it gets worser than ever. The more i try to forget him, the more risk I get. If I try harder to make him change his mind, well, it wont really happend. If I had just one wish, I had him by my side.
*agak2 boley ko dpt A klu wak essay gnie? ;D