Nov 1, 2010

we laugh, we smile, we cried and we love each other

day by day feelings spread faster. yeah. it spreads faster. don't know what you've done to me :)

what to say? what to do? what to write?
okey so. today, monday, 1st NOVEMBER 2010! OMG! tnggal 22 hari je lagi nk SPM. mcm dup dap dup dap je bila ckp 22 hari je lgi. sub target almost finish cover. but what about others sub? xkn nk tnggl fail buat kputusn jdi hodoh? xnk la kn? MMG XNK! so hari nie x pegi skola. kemarin dh cuti. nape x pegi? oke don't get me wrong ya. mmg nk pegi skola. tpi yelah kelas 5 AMANAH hnya ada 14 org. oke. what's the problem? so mcm nie. 12/14 amik TK aka TEKNOLOGII KEJURUTERAAN and 2/14 amik PSV aka PENDIDIKAN SENI VISUAL. so yg 2 org tu trmasuk aku. xde kaetn lgi? oke. para2 bdk TK telah trlibt utk ke SIC sbb ade seminar TK yg dua lgi tu nk tnggl mna? xknlah ktorg nk mnyebokkn dri kn? so dbagi cuti la konon. aku igtkn nk tmpang dduk blik seni klau pegi skola.tpi mlangnye ckgu xde kt skolah.so x ke skolah la aku ye. and now duk sorang2 kt ruma.

dari stu bnde ke atu bnde dbuat tpi xkena. trlalu bosan. satu per satu buku dbuku dri kertas2 soalan yg dberi ckgu ke buku math ke buku physic kian mncari buku sej yg kini brada d tngan HAA ye. lupa plak bgi dia pnjam. huhu.

nie? drama je lebih. mlm org tgk bola bru btul ZERO DRAMA. haha.
mumi ckp klau aku x dpt ape yg dtarget mmg durjanala mknanya. haha. so knala stdy btul2. dh xde dh maen2!

TARGET :
BAHASA MELAYU - A+
BAHASA INGGERIS - A+
SEJARAH - A+
PENDIDIKAN AGAMA ISLAM - A+
MATEMATIK - A+
PENDIDIKAN SENI VISUAL - A+
LUKISAN KEJURUTERAAN - A+

FIZIK - B+
KIMIA - B+
MATEMATIK TAMBAHAN - B+

Style of your hair shape of you eyes and your nose the way you stare, as if you see right through to my soul To your left hand and the way that its not quite as big as your right. The way u stand in the mirror before we go out at night. Our quiet time your beautiful mind
There all part of the list things that I miss Things like your funny little laugh, or the way you smile, or the way we kiss What I notice is this I come up with something new every single time, that I sit and reminisce

The way your sweet smell, lingers when you leave a room
Stories you tell, as we lay in bed, all afternoon
I dreamed you now every night, in my mind is where we meet
and when Im awake, staring at pictures of you asleep
touching your face
invading your space.
And you live in my memories for evermore, I swear
There all part of the list
things that I miss
Things like your funny little laugh, or the way you smile, or the way we kiss
What I notice is this
I come up with
something new every single time, that I sit and reminisce.

the truth is. i never had a thought that i would actually be yours HAA. in a thought, we would only be just a friend or a close friend. but when you try to inter fear my feelings the only thing that i've thought about was "is this real?" you were so nice not like others said about you. at first i wasn't going to let you inside my heart. but you made me change my mind about you. your caring gentle and romantic attitude made me fall for you. i know it's too fast but i've had enough of all the heart-broken and i really need someone to repair it. would you?

when you first say the love words to me i thought that was just a word. you've said it easily to other girls. how a i suppose to trust those words. but then you became serious with it. but i'm not actually into you. how am i suppose to do? would you be faithful? would you treat me like others before me?

others asked me "why him?" let me admit it that i really don't know what the reason is. but he's been there for me when i'm alone. he takes care of my feeling. why did he do that? what? because he loves me? can i just believe that? i can't just take that words easily. but you really change it. you made me fall for you day by day and i don't know how you did it. but i am
inconditionally and irrevocably in LOVE with you, HAIRIL AIMAN AZMY.

a really happy ending would really be needed and hope you'll keep your promises