it's hard to say goodbye . it's hard to let go of someone who you really care too much . for me , letting him go is something that will make both of us happy , in the future . and im happy for him . yet , it kill me to be apart with him . some say that, if it's meant to be , it will be . and i believed it .
i really treasured every minute and every moment i've spend with him .
it's only been a couple of hours but im missing you like crazy . and i really want our relationship will last . then i can meet you again . can we stay together as we are ? can you be faithful ? can you really keep your promises ? because i really wanted to be with you . forever perhaps .
hearing your voice makes me wanna cry thinking that we're mile away apart . thinking how's your day over day . have you eat well . sleep well . are you taking care of yourself ? are you having fever ? has all of your roomates being nice to you ? i am being so overprotective of you and i don't know why . maybe i never being far away form you . but i have no choice but to get use to it . because it's for our own future .
this is what we called life . sometimes we're at the top and sometimes we're at the bottom . but we have to learn to get it right . i did . and this is the best way . being apart doesn't mean we wont ever see each other again . being apart will make our relationship grow stronger and will last longer .
i'll be waiting for you Hairil Aiman Azmy .