It's been 7 month since the new year and for me, I am still here struggling to start something that I am really passionate about. Before this, I was struggling to figure out what I really want in life. What do I want? Ever since I was little, I was really into weddings and dress ups. As I became older, I started to get involved in makeup. By that, I've found my true calling.
But I am now 24. Deciding to become a professional makeup artist alone isn't going to make me go far. So I ended up being a Graphic Designer. It wasn't that bad because I know that kind of stuff and somehow I enjoyed doing it, making artworks, drawing and painting but that only thing is that, it wasn't what I am passionate about.
I confess, I haven't been thinking deep about my future. I was planning to just go with the flow, see what future brings and was too scared to take risk because we might not know what's going to happen but we might not know too if I do take risk and might end up into a huge success.
Before this, my boyfriend, my partner and my best friend would give me some advice and a glimpse to future and to what I suppose to do, but again I confess, I have been delaying for too long and I know that it has to stop. I have to start something and reaching for the stars.
Sometimes I would sit down and think, I am happy were I am now, everything is enough but deep down, I know for sure that I will not go anywhere nor do I will reach for my goals if I have that kind of mindset.
I have to do something with my life, I have to aim high, be the strong and successful women that I wanted to be. I have to do this for myself.
