In anyway, I would find a possibilities of what could happen even if so I know deep down inside that it wont ever happen. Why am I so stupid? Why am I still blinded by the thought of love? Right now, I am the one who is suffering. I know it's because of him, but it's not his fault but my own. He clearly said that 'there is nothing left for you with me right now' and I totally ignore it hoping that there would be possibilities but there isn't, not anymore. So you should stop.
I would admit, it hurts. A lot. Knowing that he'd moved on is just a regular thing but knowing him moving on with another girl beside him just kills me, softly. The only thought is just 'how could he?' but still, it's my fault for not wanting to let go. He never did ever thought of how I would feel and how miserable I am feeling and how hard it is for me to just move on. And here I am, wondering how's his doing. How stupid can I be?
You have every rights to be mad but it's not his fault or the girls fault, it's yours. So stop Nafeesha before you get yourself hurt even more.