I admit that it was hard to let go and just deal with all of the hurt, sorrow, and lost but it had to be done, I had to keep moving forward for there is no longer hope for me with him. But I never thought his day would come to me, I never thought it would actually bothers me so much that I should write it out here.
I sometimes wonder, what kind of thoughts does he had when he decide to even came out of nowhere, no alarms or warnings to ask how I am doing with my life.
SHOCKING!
To receive a text from him is just shockingly unexpected. Has the prideful Zulfadhli gone soft? Whether or not he has, he got the nerve to come up to me and say
"Hey there Nafeesha, it's been awhile. How've you been? Is everything good in your life? Correct me if I'm wrong but you're done with University right?"
All those questions and none of it makes any sense to me. I've decide that it's best if I just kept quiet and let it be. I have no intention to have a friendly conversation with him nor do I want to built connection with him.
Thought it would just end there but you thought wrong, another text came up from him saying
"Sorry if I may appear out of no where, I was just wondering how've you been. You came across my mind."
It disgusts me in any way know hear that from him. After all he had put me through, after all those words he bombarded me with, he still wonders how I have been? and I just came across his mind? And they say woman are complicated.
Honestly, I have a lot that I wanted to say it to his face, all of this anger that I kept inside my head that I wanted to deliver to him but then again, what's the point of it all? Things happened and I've learned to just live with it. Why ruin it because of this ungrateful motherfucker?
But the question still remains, Just Why?
