HEART VS MIND
I don't know what's got into me. i'm mad and i'm over react. nothing has done me that i have to be mad about.
he's done nothing nafeesha! why did you treat him like that? he's not a piece of meat! he's the one that loves you back! he's the one that cares for you the most! and what did you give him in return? you treat him like he's nothing to you. the worst part is, you had other guys in your mind while he's loyal to your heart. what does it takes to make you understand that nafeesha?! what?!
nothing. i'm just confuse. all i ever wanted is to be happy without anything that can hurt me. not even my family or friends. but this feelings just destroyed me. i know i shouldn't think about it. it's just unfair to him. what has he done? he done nothing.
but the fact that we've shared our relationship for a year and everything seems to be shattered. i feel far away from him that i can't even feel the love that i had for him anymore. and when i tried to reach it out and find it, i can't even recall it back. i guess the love has gone. i guess that it's better to let him go before he hurt some more. i guess that's the best.
but what about the memories that you shared with him? u can't just pretend that it's all gone nafeesha. he'll die for you and he risks his life for your love nafeesha. can't you even considered that one ?
i know there's so much memories that i've shared with him, i admit it. but what's the difference? the love that i had for him is gone, nowhere to be found. it's no use if we still stick in our relationship without any love in our hearts.
i know you still love him nafeesha, i know there's still some spark of love left inside your shallow heart. open your eye and see. do you really need to run an chase the one that you used to love that doesn't love you back or hold to the one that loves you back ? choose wisely.
I'M SORRY