Asshole

Asshole, it is a perfect match along side your name. Bits by bits, the truth came out and honestly, I thanked God for showing me how pathetic it is for you to act all victim in this situation. Maybe you think that you've won by being the happiest man alive right now, with you up-rise success career and a girl of your 'dream' right beside you but who are you trying to kid?

But then again, I couldn't care less. It helps me somehow, knowing how you are no where near growing up but instead still the same young fucked up boy you are. No matter how hard you try to convince yourself that you've grown and I am not, you are just fooling yourself. I am glad, I knew the truth, I am glad that I'm over it after knowing the truth, I am glad that you let me go. Atleast I wont be in your stuck up life.

Those words I wrote you before, those memories that I had left of you before, I don't regret remembering and writing it. It came truly from the heart but I would say that I am proudly over you. I couldn't care less about your bullshit activities anymore, I couldn't careless about your new girl anymore, I couldn't care less about you anymore. Yes, somehow it still hurts remembering the memories but it's part of life and I have to deal with it. 

So I thank you Zul, for setting me free.