It's amazing how after 6 fucking months, I've moved on. What was in the past, I let it be behind me and trying my best to not look back and keep myself moving forward. It was a rather difficult journey I must say but I learn a lot. People around me has pushed me upwards and I couldn't be grateful enough to have them by my side.
But it has been 360 degrees.
A guy, not just a random guy, but my long lost crush. The guy that I never though I could have a chance with, that I know I couldn't be able to even have a conversation with. The guy I swear didn't even notice me back than.
One miracle moment, with one miracle sentence, everything that I thought I couldn't have changes.
But there's a catch with all this miracles, which that is I should be the one who make the move. For my entire life, this has never been the problem of mine which is the 'chasing' part because most of the guys would come up to me and did all the work but with this one, it's me and honestly, it has been a disaster.
I've turn 360 for this guy and he didn't even notice me.
It's pathetic actually, to think that he would just notice me by simply asking how's his day was and what he likes and what not, by simply making a friendly conversation. But how clueless can he be?Well, I wouldn't know. I would say it's too early but I also know that if a guy likes you, he would just jump right at you and ask you out which he didn't.
He accidentally make me turn 360 on him but he didn't even notice me.